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Mood| what does this look like -_-
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Music| Apocalyptica - Quutamo]
Today is teh crapx0rs. Friday = band day = waking up at 6. Played
Count Basie music. Count Basie = teh hard music. teh hard music = n00b gr 10 ppl can't play = sux0rs sound = TEH FRUSTRATING!!! OMFG WHY DON'T SOME OF YOU STUPID PEOPLE TAKE YOUR EFFING INSTRUMENTS HOME AND PRACTICE?!!!! THAT WAY YOU CAN STOP WASTING EVERYBODY'S REHEARSAL TIME, YOU STUPID $@#%(&s. IT'S PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO MAKES THE BAND SOUND BAD. HKSDY&(^SHL:S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
... Me calm now.
Moving on, the rehearsal put me in a really bad mood, and another person was not so nice to me, so I was being b!tchy to pretty much everyone. At lunch time, I cried. One stupid comment triggered my lacrimal glands to go crazy. One sad thought lead to another, and another, and another. I couldn't stop. It was so bad that I couldn't even go to my Functions class... Almost as if I was having an emotional breakdown, *sigh*.. I had stayed in an empty classroom for a full period to recover. Felt better in the end, went on to my next class. Thank you sir =).
Rest of the day was alrighty, except for now, my parents are demoting my self-worth again.